a quick update

been busy this whole week.

and will be busy the whole month, till school reopens

yeehaaaa. :):)
oh yah. the kenduri held at my house is finally over.

this kind of gathering is very heart-warming and very much welcome

even though the post-kenduri is not something to look forward too,

the cleaning and the washing up.

meeting up with family members,

getting together to pack the food and etc.

joking around with bibik makes up for it.

haha. so fun.

somehow i felt disappointed with myself just now,

as they were doing the 'yasinan' thingy,

reading out the doas and surahs and everything else,

i realise that i have actually forgotten almost all the surahs that i actully knew by heart since young

ok ill do the next sentence in malay

dan pembacaan alquran saya tidak selancar dahulu.

ini bukan sesuatu yang patut dibanggakan.

ok back to english.

and so , i really need to start reading back the alquran and memorise back all my surahs.

god.

give me more time please.

oh yah, im not potraying myself to be such an angel or anything

but..whatever sins i have done, that you've seemed to know or noticed or anthing else

that's between me and him.

im not so much of an angel neither am i a devil

halal, haram tu semua dia yang tentukan

sah ke tak sah sembahyang aku tu biar dia yang sahaja tahu.

so jangan banyak comment ok.

nanti bile dah mase nak pergi, aku tak nak menyesal.

dunie ni sementare ajek.

akhirat aku tu lagi penting sebenarnye.

tapikan aku ni insan biase, yang termakn deengan hasutan

dan segala unsur2 tidak sihat

ape aku bebual ni.

ok takpelah

ok im done with this post.

back to my hectic schedule.

bye.